back to where we started

over the past few days I've been looking through old photographs I've taken. I feel that my old photographs are a lot more "me", and I'd very much like to get back to that. don't get me wrong, I feel I've come on as a photographer and I've some what developed my skills. but I'm currently lacking drive/"oomph" and I think it shows in my work.

despite the horrible weather that is england right now, I braved the cold and did a photo shoot outside. I put my earphones in, turned my music loud enough to block out everything else and went for it. I enjoyed myself to say the least. and as cliche as it sounds I felt like I'd gotten a little bit of the old me and put it into the photos.

I still struggle to be proud of something I've produced, and these aren't something I'm particularly pleased with - but I feel a lot happier to post these as they're more "me". I have such an incredible amount of growing to do, and you don't really stop growing as an artist, so it's only up from here. I still have my project to get on with, so I am looking forward to starting that again.

the people reading this are more than likely to be people I know. so please If you do read this/my blog, let me know what you think? give me feedback, good or bad. it really would help me.

esther xo